just got ghosted, why are people like this?

i just had a woman ghost me after a little bit of talking for no apparent reason at all. ive never been ghosted before and it really fucked me up because of the situation.

my ex left like 6 weeks ago with very little warning, just moved out. we started talking again shortly after and things were going good with her as friends until about a week and half ago when she blocked me out of nowhere for no apparent reason. i didnt plan on pursuing anyone else for awhile after she left because i feel like theres a good chance we try again but ive been going downhill mentally since she blocked me so i figured id peruse some dating apps.

this new woman i found interested me enough to add her actual fb after seeing her on fb dating, and after she accepted i scrolled through some of her posts and the more i saw the more amazing she seemed. i debated messaging her or not because i didnt wanna pursue her unless i was ok with moving on from my ex, and i decided that she seemed so great id definitely regret it if i didnt, so i messaged her. it went amazing, she was super sweet from the beginning. it made me happier than ive been in quite a few months, i actually had hope for the future again.

then she hadnt responded in awhile so i clicked her profile to see if she had posted anything since she posts constantly and saw i was blocked. i have absolutely no idea what couldve caused it, nothing in the conversation was like that at all, i thought maybe she creeped my fb and found something she didnt like but my og fb got hacked and deleted and my new one has like nothing on it since i only use it for family, a few friends, and local groups. i have no pics but my profile pic and have never posted a single thing. it made no sense at all.

this year has been so shitty for me, first my dog (which was the most important thing in my life for the last decade) dies, then my ex leaves, then my car breaks and has been in the shop for 3 weeks while i fight with insurance, and now when i finally had something good happen it was actually just another thing to fuck me up.

sorry for the rant. i wish i could drink along with some good "drinking because depressed" music but im on a low calorie diet so cant even do that. fuck my life.