This page is a permanent link to the reply below and its nested replies. See all post replies »
You post a lot about having been hurt and being unable to trust. Clearly you've suffered when you've let others in. I'm not certain if you want to do anything about it or are venting (we all need to vent now and then), but if you want to do someone about it, given your circumstances, would it be best for you to embrace not trusting anyone and become comfortable with that? Perhaps not trusting could be your happy place.