Here We Go Again

I hate myself for not being strong enough to kick him out of my life for good.He does not make an effort to contact me daily or meet me at least once a week.His reason being he has plenty of other things on his mind.

He will just not respond to texts and calls when we're supposed to meet but he doesn't want to. He says it's because he knows I will be upset and there will be drama.

I actually blocked him for a while but I unblocked him because I am weak.If I'm being honest,I'm still hopeful that things will work out between us.

I actually asked him how it will make him feel if I did the same thing to him.He said that he will not feel good about it yet he still continues doing the same thing.

I asked to check each other's mobile phones but he obviously refused.He says he wants to marry me but his actions tell me something else.

I know I'm stupid and I should not allow him to continue treating me this way.The sad pathetic thing is even after all this,I still love him.😢😭

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Lexiitexii · 31-35, F

I can relate this happen to me. I knew him since 2019 and he will wait until I’m hooked and believing he will see me. He will promise to see me, hangout with me. The. He will ghost me, and we have been text buddies and what I thought friends for years. We met in person when we lived in the same state in 2019 but now he just lies to me. Sad part he not that far away from me, we both adults I offer to even come to Newyork. Also he will ghost me in the middle of convo or when I think everything is good. So I rage text him and showed how angry this made me. It made me feel used and that he thinks I’m dumb and easy to manipulate. Then I blocked him after reading him to filth. I regret getting like that but I’m sick of him doing this to me. The crazy part is the same day he ghost me a guy approach me who look just like him driving a bmw, and was very respectfully. But it’s hard for me to live on from the guy I knew for years who promise me all these things and time and never did it. I feel really stupid. Like what was it about me and why me. So I know how you feel.

BitterSoul · 41-45, F

@Lexiitexii Sorry to hear that.Hugs babe.