Here We Go Again
I hate myself for not being strong enough to kick him out of my life for good.He does not make an effort to contact me daily or meet me at least once a week.His reason being he has plenty of other things on his mind.
He will just not respond to texts and calls when we're supposed to meet but he doesn't want to. He says it's because he knows I will be upset and there will be drama.
I actually blocked him for a while but I unblocked him because I am weak.If I'm being honest,I'm still hopeful that things will work out between us.
I actually asked him how it will make him feel if I did the same thing to him.He said that he will not feel good about it yet he still continues doing the same thing.
I asked to check each other's mobile phones but he obviously refused.He says he wants to marry me but his actions tell me something else.
I know I'm stupid and I should not allow him to continue treating me this way.The sad pathetic thing is even after all this,I still love him.😢😭
He will just not respond to texts and calls when we're supposed to meet but he doesn't want to. He says it's because he knows I will be upset and there will be drama.
I actually blocked him for a while but I unblocked him because I am weak.If I'm being honest,I'm still hopeful that things will work out between us.
I actually asked him how it will make him feel if I did the same thing to him.He said that he will not feel good about it yet he still continues doing the same thing.
I asked to check each other's mobile phones but he obviously refused.He says he wants to marry me but his actions tell me something else.
I know I'm stupid and I should not allow him to continue treating me this way.The sad pathetic thing is even after all this,I still love him.😢😭
41-45, F
