Idk what else to do
I've been with my bf for about 2 years and we've been rocky for the past couple months but since 2 weeks ago I feel like he's done with me.
He says he's not and that I just need to try but even when I do what he wants he never has the patience or as soon as I open my mouth it's just seen as me trying to beef with him. Idk what else to do, I can't stop crying thinking about when did I lost him? At what point did he change? What was the final stretch that made him being over me?
I tried to get over those feelings and thoughts and try focus on getting better and doing things to show my appreciation but just as I am actively doing this he breaks my heart by allowing something that never should have happened.
Now I know that since I chose to stay we need over it but for that to happen I need him to understand how broken and hurt I am and that I can't just wake up the next day and play all happy when at any time I have by myself or with our baby I just can't stop crying. He keeps on getting an attitude and tell me to stop crying and bring it down a notch which just makes it worse.
I've never thought I would be in this situation, I always thought we would be able to talk whatever we need to talk about but he really doesn't care no more.
What do I do? I truly love him and want to stay together I just can't with the constant pressure to not say anything that can be seen as argumentative. I've literally being stopping myself from talking because I know it's not what I want but I know that if I do he'll just say I am beefing. I feel like if this is how I am going to be I can't.
There's way more to why I know he's done with me I am just wondering if there's anything that I can still do to save it or I should just let it go and accept he's done.
He says he's not and that I just need to try but even when I do what he wants he never has the patience or as soon as I open my mouth it's just seen as me trying to beef with him. Idk what else to do, I can't stop crying thinking about when did I lost him? At what point did he change? What was the final stretch that made him being over me?
I tried to get over those feelings and thoughts and try focus on getting better and doing things to show my appreciation but just as I am actively doing this he breaks my heart by allowing something that never should have happened.
Now I know that since I chose to stay we need over it but for that to happen I need him to understand how broken and hurt I am and that I can't just wake up the next day and play all happy when at any time I have by myself or with our baby I just can't stop crying. He keeps on getting an attitude and tell me to stop crying and bring it down a notch which just makes it worse.
I've never thought I would be in this situation, I always thought we would be able to talk whatever we need to talk about but he really doesn't care no more.
What do I do? I truly love him and want to stay together I just can't with the constant pressure to not say anything that can be seen as argumentative. I've literally being stopping myself from talking because I know it's not what I want but I know that if I do he'll just say I am beefing. I feel like if this is how I am going to be I can't.
There's way more to why I know he's done with me I am just wondering if there's anything that I can still do to save it or I should just let it go and accept he's done.
