I’m so sorry. I can only say it because I’ve been there— I have been fooled by fake people long ago I fell deeply for a fake person I’ve learned how to spot them over time and avoid them.@firelaw re: I lost my favorite human being too: Dad. It’s a lot to cope with. Enjoy the friends you make but also know that decent people will listen and try to help you fill the void not to hurt you but to be part of the life long strand of hope. Many experiences and many people will help you online until you find someone who is a mutually caring loving person

@Mindful yeah thankfully I feel wayy btr tdy, I guess I just deal with how days feel as they come one by one nowadays

@Mindful but I’ve just been going out and socialising with people and it’s made me feel so much btr about myself like I realised ppl like me and I shouldn’t let things like this affect me cuz I’m a great person ~ working on that self love slowly hahah

@firelaw If you think about the worst that could happen, you live it indefinitely without it ever even happening.

@SinlessOnslaught I guess hahah I worry about everything all the time until it’s over tbh

@firelaw Yeah that's so much unncessary burden you have to carry. You're exponentially multiplying the amount of time you have to deal with things.

@crownedwithlaurel97 right I didn't even realize it was a thing until I listed out my romantic history and identified a pattern.

@MOONAMONA86 a metaphorical one

😑😑😑😑😑😑🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔@firelaw

@uncalled4 mourning isn't something I have the time to do rn, and not thinking about it normally works until something upsets me. Literally every setback I've faced recently has felt way worse than it normally would have.

@firelaw Just my thought, but it just sounds like you're overloaded(from what you described). I was too. People pointed out how I had no fuse. I couldn't see it...and I was [i]trying[/i] to.

@uncalled4 yeah I think so too, my emotions can go wonky from random things hahah :”