Istg im gonna stay a virgin all my life

It's not even because of any lack of mutually interested people but like, I don't think I'll ever be able to trust and be comfortable enough with someone to have sex with them. I can't even imagine having that level of intimacy with anyone.

Also all of that stuff is kinda gross if you think about it lol

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I was that way until my boyfriend.
Ive been abused a lot and I have scars between my legs from it so I figured I would never find someone who would look at me and want me.
And general physical pain issues.
And then also my fear of men and trust issues.
It took me a good relationship, and about several shots of whiskey+several shots of brandy+an entire wine cooler+Anxiety medication.

For me to actually do anything.
Eventually it will happen for u.

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@SW-User Things are vague on some parts but I was not drunk

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@SW-User I still balled my eyes out in the bathroom and has a meltdown tho