How do I stay positive?

My relationship is the closest thing to perfect right now but I’m literally laying here thinking about all the things we’ve been through the past year and it’s making me upset. I’m trying my hardest to stay positive but it’s honestly not working. Its been almost 2 hours and I’m still thinking about it and it hurts. I never wanted to go through certain things with him and it happened anyway. Yes I’m grateful that things are better now but it’s now starting to bother me and I can’t talk to him about it because he’s working 😪 I honestly just want the negative thoughts to go away

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What exactly is it that's bothering you? Any past mistakes?

Fantasyproject · 26-30, F

Yes, all of them, I just wish it never happened in the first place.it made me look at him differently. I’m happy that he’s making up for his mistakes but I won’t be able to handle it the same if it happened again. I’m trying to get pregnant and the only thing running through my head is the fact that the other mother of his child disrespected me and how I’m going to have to deal with her as long as I want to be with him because they have kids together. Yes, he keeps her completely out of our lives but what’s gonna happen when he tells her I’m pregnant? Then I’m gonna have to fuck shit up because she don’t know how to act. @SW-User