Lack of experience

I’m so irritated and insecure with my lack of experience in my love life. I’m literally 20 years old and still have done or had anything with anyone. It makes me feel invalid, small, and stupid. I’m almost desperate to get more experience. I hate playing the waiting game. I hate all the “love will come when it’s your time.”’s and “you just haven’t found the right one.”’s yet. I need to get experienced NOW. This is so ridiculous. No one is gonna want the 40 year old virgin. Experience is attractive. Being Inexperienced is a burden. No one likes you when you’re a lame virgin.