Should I Avoid my Feelings for this Guy? (Christian Dating)

I've always believed that God has someone for me and when the time is right, we'll be brought together. However, in recent years, I have struggled with this belief, given how most people I know have been in and out of relationships whilst I've stayed single. As much as I hate to admit it, it really makes you feel worthless and to a certain extent, unlovable. That being said, God had shown me a number of prophecies in dream form, whereby I go on to get married and have children with a guy who has brown hair and glasses (same guy in each dream). While this has been relieving, I came face-to-face with a guy matching this description at a new Church I joined two months ago. From the minute I met him, I've had this weird gut feeling that I can't shake and now whenever I see him, I get extremely nervous and can't stop thinking about him. In fact, the night after I met him, I had this dream where we grew closer to one another, discussing faith and life values, and at the end of the dream, we kissed.

What worries me is that he is or was married (no longer wears his wedding ring). As far as I am aware, his wife has been very ill for a while and she hasn't come to Church in about a year. Some believe he now cares for her while others think they've separated. It isn't my place to pry and ask about this, but I do feel like he is bottling up so many emotions. He just seems so stressed sometimes and I pray that deep down, he is okay. Of course, I don't want to come between them in any way but I can't ignore how I feel. Just the other week, I got to speak to him for a little bit and it put the biggest smile on my face. I just wish I knew what this all meant. Obviously, I've prayed for interpretation but God just keeps giving me the same marriage and family dreams, which have left me more confused than ever before. What should I do?