Should I hate myself?

I’m pretty sure my husband was crying on the phone because of an argument we had. I feel like shit. He’s stuck around through so much and I just alienate everyone that cares about me. I just feel like he’d be better off if he didn’t have to deal with me anymore.

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Allelse · 36-40, M

How'd you make him cry?

lxvley · F

@Allelse I told him that I self-harmed after we were together one night, and that I’ve been keeping how bad my depression has actually been from him...

Allelse · 36-40, M

@lxvley One night huh? And he got upset with you. Fucking crybaby.

lxvley · F

@Allelse he wasn’t mad, as soon as I said that he backed off.

Allelse · 36-40, M

@lxvley Does he know you were raped?