I want to kill myself.
I'm so hurt... Help me.
He came back to see me, he says he loves me. We have been on this on-and-off flirtationship for 5 years until now when he disclosed his feelings for me.
But then he feels guilty about his wife, and chose to be with her out of guilt.
She asked of him to give the last 2 weeks of his stay exclusively to her, since she knows she can't win my love for him, and he loves me is unable to love her.
I agreed to her terms and he did too.
Now he decides that maybe if we're both willing, we can start again in time to come, because he can't bring himself to even think about divorcing her. I hate him for reeling me in with false promises only to back out on his word.
I'm overwhelmed. I have mixed feelings. I don't know what to do. He and I knows we are so compatible with each other that even my mother recognises that. Like... soulmates. But he's all talk and no action. He did prove his love to me, but when it comes to the deal-breaker, he just can't. How can he even say that he truly loves me?!
I'm just at lost, I want to kill myself, or either go to the airport to send him off, and stab her to death. Isn't it crazy? I'm going nuts... Please save me. I can't hold myself together anymore.
He came back to see me, he says he loves me. We have been on this on-and-off flirtationship for 5 years until now when he disclosed his feelings for me.
But then he feels guilty about his wife, and chose to be with her out of guilt.
She asked of him to give the last 2 weeks of his stay exclusively to her, since she knows she can't win my love for him, and he loves me is unable to love her.
I agreed to her terms and he did too.
Now he decides that maybe if we're both willing, we can start again in time to come, because he can't bring himself to even think about divorcing her. I hate him for reeling me in with false promises only to back out on his word.
I'm overwhelmed. I have mixed feelings. I don't know what to do. He and I knows we are so compatible with each other that even my mother recognises that. Like... soulmates. But he's all talk and no action. He did prove his love to me, but when it comes to the deal-breaker, he just can't. How can he even say that he truly loves me?!
I'm just at lost, I want to kill myself, or either go to the airport to send him off, and stab her to death. Isn't it crazy? I'm going nuts... Please save me. I can't hold myself together anymore.
whoa! Nothing is worth taking your own life . That guy is a giant POS . He's playing both of you . He doesn't love either one of you . Don't you think you deserve better then this ? When someone actually loves you they don't cheat on you . If he cheated on his wife with you ,he will cheat on you with someone else . This is a blessing in disguise . Do yourself a favor and move on . You can do this . He's a loser . Anyone who cheats is a selfish loser . When you think you deserve better you will have better . Be patient with yourself !
Well said. 
