Just venting

I think today is when I realized how much I really didn’t mean shit to this person that I was so mad in love with. It’s like everytime I tried to prove how much I loved and cared about them it’s like she never saw It. She would just listen to what other had to say but she never really appreciated me or took into consideration about how I felt. It was about how she felt and when I try venting about how I feel it’s always turned around and an argument happens. I even tried expressing how unimportant I felt to her and she literally ignored it and I finally said I was done. I can’t do this to myself anymore. This shit hurts so bad.