Why I've never been in a relationship ?

Because I always say freaking no to everyone.
Why ?
First because I want my first relationship to be special; ie: Dating a bad boy. But when a bad boy confesses, I'm scared and I say no.
Good guy are too good for a first relationship.

Okay, so hypothetically, one of my crushes asked me to be his GF. What if a more fitting crush comes out of nowhere ? I don't wanna break hearts, but that's exactly what I do when I reject all of them. What if I already think me and my crush won't work out. But I ALWAYS think it won't work out with me.

But I still really want to be in a relationship :(.

I waited too long for the something special...Maybe the special someone won't come :(

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CesareBorgia

Huh? You want your first relationship to be special, and you think that means being with someone who you would call a bad boy? That's special? Seriously?

That is seriously screwy, but lets forget about that for a minute.

You specifically said "my first relationship" which is telling. You are not planning on being in one relationship, but in fact you are planning on being in more than one relationship. So what does it matter? Seriously? If you already are planning on having more than one relationship anyway, then why are you afraid?

I would be more concerned if I were you, about wanting to be with a bad boy your first relationship. Depending on what you mean by bad boy, that could ruin every other relationship after, or not, just depends.

How about just letting it happen, whatever happens, on purpose instead of making it not happen on purpose? You don't plan out who you are going to fall in love with and want to be in a relationship with, not unless you don't feel anything for them. And if that's a case, that's not a relationship that's an arrangement.

You cannot help having feelings, nor who attracts you, bad boy or good. It's your planning that is preventing you from experiencing life, not life preventing you from living as you plan. Just simply let things happen as you feel. You remove too much of the experience of falling for someone that you will never experience what a relationship really is.