Have you ever felt upset and not care at the same time?

I don't know if it's because I trust her and I'm not worried or that she says one thing and does the other, always panicking about irrelevant shit and turns to the bottle, not me for comfort, if it's how she says she'll be home when I get off work and is drunk at her girlfriends house getting all riled up gossiping and exaggerating problems. Maybe I'm upset but don't care because I'm used to it now and damnit, I give up.

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JerseyGal · 51-55, F

It is great that you love her so much & there for her 100%...
But, don't lose yourself.
It's sad that you are so used to this behavior. I don't think that you don't care what is happening. Maybe it's to the point that you are upset & want to stop caring since it's killing your will.

SW-User

😟 have you told her how you feel?

HeyITHAPPENS · 26-30, M

@SW-User more than a couple times unfortunately. I've spilled my heart out 100%. Told her how much I love her, that no matter what I'll always be here for her whether I'm just cheering her on or going through it with her. She's 10 years older than me and is always freaking out about me just up and leaving her. It's a long story but, she's the "my world is coming to an end" where's my xanax? Type. It's really killing my will.

SW-User

@HeyITHAPPENS I'm sorry! Seems like she's dealing with some issues of her own. I really hope things turn around for you two!

Crossdress4Life · T

I honestly feel the same way but a different situation

Pseudoaesthetic

Sounds extremely toxic...

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