have you ever had a crush on someone and you were so sure they would say yes if you asked them out...but..

back in junior high school in the 10th grade i had the hugest crush on this girl. i had other crushes but the crush i had on this girl was massive. we hung out with our "crowd" and always got along, i was sure she kinda liked me too. i decided to ask her out for our grad ceremony and cruise...well it wasn't really a ceremony per se as it wasn't a high school graduation. but she said no....i was devastated. my heart fell to the bottom of my stomach and all i did was turn around and walked away...then run home and cried...yeah, i cried. she tried to call me back as i turned away but i couldn't. the next day at school a friend of mine told me she had a boyfriend who was in high school and that's why she said no. she felt really bad and would have said yes....damn you older men....you are pigs