I just don't care anymore

Twice I gave him second chances. Why am I so stupid and naive? Why do I keep going with what my heart wants and not what my brain tells me? This time he's dead to me. I hate that I set myself up to get stepped on again. I don't want to fall in love or be in a relationship anymore it's always the same outcome. Alone sucks but it's better than this

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PDXNative1986 · 36-40, MVIP

I wish I knew what to say in our defense but I know only too well a lot of men will disappoint and leave you like this. I've long felt sorry for a woman's romantic journey because it crosses a wilderness of risk and pain. we are so blessed to be men attracted to women rather than vice versa, we don't face anything like the same winter of malcontent women do, and it's not as many would accuse because you're basically impossible to please, maybe, I doubt though. It's more that my own kind sucks so much. Take comfort though, some of us are trying very hard not to be that.