I Have a Cheating Husband

The Moment Of Truth...... In that moment…when he looks at you and says…”how happy are you”….with that look in his eye….you just know….that someone has walked in and taken him…gave him what you failed to…showed him he was needed…showed him what love can be…gave him what you wanted to but didn't….

When you heart crumbles into a million pieces…your soul dies and your life ceases to be…every dream you had for a happy life falls into a hole of nothing…a hole so black and so dark you wish the earth would swallow you up…

When love is still there…when you love him…but wish daily you could hate him…

I gathered myself…and fought…changed…and demanded he do the same…

Love is insane…love is pathetic…love is something I just can’t throw away…

So I fought…and I still fight….