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I Have Been Cheated On, But Never Cheated On Anyone

May 3rd 2017.
The day elliott broke my heart.
I got with him on the 21st of October back in 2012. Things were great, I could see a wonderful future for us.
It was never meant to be... He had cheated on me for an entire week without me knowing. His plan was to take me on holiday (that i had paid my way for) and then abandon me the week after. Turns out he dragged the relationship on for a year because i was someone for company.

I did everything that he asked of me! I dressed how he wanted, i acted how he wanted, Heck i was his bloody lap dog. He drilled it into my head that i wouldn't survive without him.

6 months later, His relationship with the psycho is falling apart and i feel bad that i like this sorta news. Karma is doing her work but she needs to do more!!!

So now i work my days away in hope someone will accept me for what I've been through and help me find out who i really am
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I'm really sorry you had to go through this. I went through a similar situation except It involved several different people, though not as intense as your relationship. After I lost my best friend of 9 years along with my group of friends and I got dumped during the same time I could totally relate even now to trying to move on from being a "beaten dog" I guess. It's sorta hard to find out who I really am and figure out the world after being sheltered in that bubble for so long but I think it's for the best eventually
ShadowGothicGirl · 26-30, F
@Insomniac100 im sorry to hear that youve been through similar, We can get through this!
@ShadowGothicGirl I guess I'm at the stage where I've made peace with myself and am starting to forgive...I know you might still hate him but hating someone for so long is gonna eat away at you. I hope you find someone who values you and treats you better
ShadowGothicGirl · 26-30, F
@Insomniac100 I've never experienced hate before this, i was (kinda still am) the forgive and forget type.
As soon as i'm able to find the right pieces i'm sure i'll be back together and better than ever !~
And hopefully make a man proud of me for all that ive been through ^_^