I'm just lonely

X and I have been separated since Sept.
Living separately.
Waiting for divorce.
It's so hard to be alone, I feel like I get used to it sometimes, and then it hits me like a ton of bricks. It's only been a few months and I just feel so all over the place. I miss him. I don't want him back. Hes already moved on anyway. Done so many things to disrespect me. I wish my feelings would just STOP.

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romell · 51-55, M

Once I had travelled to the Himalayas n their was near a village which had been devastated by cloud burst I asked a old man how are you he smiled n said am fine ,I asked him did you loose someone in the flash floods he said yes most of his family is gone ,I was surprised n asked him are you not sad ,his answer changed the way I look at life now ..he said they were meant to be only so long ..so they are gone I have to live on till my time comes..