2 month update

It has been 2 months since i left him and i am afraid to say he has only gotten worse. He no longer is the same person, he is just a drug addict.. I wonder if he misses me and i wonder if he ever asks about me but i promised myself i will never go back. No matter how much i bite and bark i will cut my arms before reaching to him again. I will find better and i will get better. All i need is time