I did. I live in a state and don't really know anyone. I miss my family but they're far away. My parents have aged... i don't know their faces like i used to... i know life is a struggle, choose the struggle that's worth fighting for. I don't regret...
@Bittersweet84 peace has been fleeting for me... but I would say if i could resolve my bad human picking habits my peace wouldn't be intermittently disturbed.
Happiness for me is always a choice, if I'm unhappy it's because I'd rather be upset than happy in that moment. I've realized this in meditation. Am I always happy? Nope lol right now I'm recovering from being broken by a toxic man... that's life though, I chose to entertain if he could do better most can't... he didn't. I'm getting better at fixing myself... now i just need to decide there's no fun in breaking myself too. Meditation can help you see what your heart really wants... it's always helped me.
But what you really want is to walk away from yourself which you are unable to. You are there wherever you go. You appear wherever you try to escape. You get noticed wherever you hide. You don't let yourself sleep or even have a nap alone.
No one is lonely here because we've all got each other!.....uhhhh... well maybe not. NEVER MIND..LOL 🤣😄
I too can relate to being with someone that made me feel more lonely. 😒 Thank goodness I got away and that's on the past. You mentioned your daughter, do you think it might be taking a toll on her too watching it take a toll on you? That might be the best reason to leave. I don't know, that's something you have to weigh out. 🤗
If they are doing nothing but trying to bring you down, then indeed walk away from them. They don't deserve you. They're probably miserable themselves and misery loves company.