PLEASE GOD

Please dont make me like this boy, if he not gonna like me back, i beg, please please pleaseeee. I DONT WANNA LIKE HIM....BUT IF HE LIKES ME I'LL LIKE HIM.

this feels like D all over again, idk if I should run away because its a sign he is bad news, or if i should push through my feelings because im just letting the past dictate my future. God. I dont even know if i like him or he's just a guy i get along with. Kill me now.