I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Today is.. heavy. Scattered, tiring, defeating. A sense of sadness and longing so deep it's palpable. I feel anxious and needy. In and of itself, totally human and normal. But a balm, a solution.. elusive and ever beyond my grasp. That knowledge weighs heavily today. I know I'm not alone in my thoughts or feelings, but the idea of sharing and unberdening upon someone else is both wanted and abhorred. The double edge of life's mind can be taxing.