I Have Random Thoughts

Maybe I'm just emotionally tired, but I no longer feel like expending a lot of energy trying to impress people.

The people who like me and love me have seen me when I was not at my best, and they keep coming back anyway.

And for some people, I have made a real effort to be the best that I could be...and it didn't do any good. I might as well have saved my energy.

So....now what?

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Elandra77

First of, so not try to impress people anymore. One cannot bend folks against their will and intentions. Yes hypnotist and those in Wicca may tell you otherwise, but let us leave those fringe elements at bay. The right one, who ever that may be and whoever they are- will love you , unconditionally, without you having to expend much energy on your part. They will love your being- heart, mind and soul, and they will love that they do. Your presence will make them happy.

And the dears that keep coming back see you as a special person. One they wish to relate to-on some level. And ones that truly enjoy your company. They may even be a soulmate, as we have many, and their souls loves to sing sweetly to yours.

Just be yourself. Stop trying so hard. Yes, I know loneliness and lack of intimacy suck- How well I know that as I live that. But I also refuse to put on airs for anyone.

This leaves you in a state of solitude and solace. And reflection on our pasts actions is not all that bad. As we are learners.

I get your frustration. I really do.