Some times I go on mute n don’t talk to no one. Even on sw I go on mute.

I feel like in life there’s two parallel lines. One represents centered living where there’s cohesiveness between what you do and what you say u do. Then there’s fantasy on the other side this one represents what you aspire to be. It’s lame to live on the first 100% of the time because then u have no dreams. Life becomes bland and monotonous. If there’s too much of the second then you get angry because your dreams are far fetched. Because some dreams are meant to be imposible so you can adjust and learn to be in the now so it’s best to be in the middle. But then does that make living and putting up a front is ok? It’s like a lie but I think most don’t bother with these questions so I assume everyone does this subcotiously.