Random thought about Loss
Just a random thought.
I want to start writing again. I remember The Experience Project. I had 18 stories on there 100s of questions and I was into writing about life, experiences, trauma, and things that I learned throughout it. When it was taken down, I didn't immediately know, but I was broken. I can't access that email or phone for backup/ export. My stories are gone. I remember another time when I was MUCH younger, my parents had a computer that didn't have internet. So, Word was my getaway. I am not exaggerating when I say I had HUNDREDS of short stories, ideas, and just thoughts on the things that I was learning. But then, we had a robbery. They took the computer with ALL of my writings on it.
It feels disheartening. I feel saddened. I don't know.
Now there is Similar Worlds... But how similar is it? If I start up again will I lose everything? I mean sure I could write and save it on a drive, but I don't believe that is the point. I love writing, just getting all of the thoughts out, quiets the voices. It keeps everything calm, relaxes me, and makes room for logical thinking. No matter the subject. I don't want to lose it again. Having even a small audience makes it worthwhile. Looking forward to the engagement and having someone look forward to reading what you have to say.
I just had a thought.
I want to start writing again. I remember The Experience Project. I had 18 stories on there 100s of questions and I was into writing about life, experiences, trauma, and things that I learned throughout it. When it was taken down, I didn't immediately know, but I was broken. I can't access that email or phone for backup/ export. My stories are gone. I remember another time when I was MUCH younger, my parents had a computer that didn't have internet. So, Word was my getaway. I am not exaggerating when I say I had HUNDREDS of short stories, ideas, and just thoughts on the things that I was learning. But then, we had a robbery. They took the computer with ALL of my writings on it.
It feels disheartening. I feel saddened. I don't know.
Now there is Similar Worlds... But how similar is it? If I start up again will I lose everything? I mean sure I could write and save it on a drive, but I don't believe that is the point. I love writing, just getting all of the thoughts out, quiets the voices. It keeps everything calm, relaxes me, and makes room for logical thinking. No matter the subject. I don't want to lose it again. Having even a small audience makes it worthwhile. Looking forward to the engagement and having someone look forward to reading what you have to say.
I just had a thought.
