I Have Random Thoughts

I distanced myself from people who hurt me in the past. I have gotten to the point where I am distancing everyone bc I just don't want to deal with getting hurt again. I am lonely and crave attention but I also want to be alone because it makes me feel safe.

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Haydon23 · 41-45, M

I've done the same, I don't think it does you or I any good but my thinking is I can only disappoint myself this way and not let others disappoint or let me down.

Sanare · 36-40, F

I think I'm just tired of disappointment after disappointment. I need to suck it up and make myself happy and stop depending on others for my happiness.

Haydon23 · 41-45, M

@Sanare: it's not about just sucking it u though, there is nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. Unfortunately some people do disappoint you, you just have to find the ones that don't. It's not going to be easy but you'll find them.