If you ever feel like you are an failure , heres what happened to me ❤️

At 19 I started pole dancing lessons , I had very little dance experience expect for being forced to do free style , western and street dancing at school which I hated. I was the last one in the whole class to learn basic moves , I was anoerixic too so I lacked so much strength. I remember going home upset because I couldnt pick it up quickly and many of times I wanted to quit. I felt horrible and like it wasnt for me. But I continued to go to class. Lockdown happend and I had been doing lessons for about an year. I could only do 5 basic moves. I then begged my dad to let me put up an pole in our house , I saved up my money and then he let me put one up. I practiced every single day , for 6 to 8 hours an day , I pushed myself to do advanced moves way beyond my level and it was extremely hard work. I injured myself twice and couldnt do it for an month. I recovered and pushed myself again. I did it every day , I brought an mat and that was the only thing to keep me save if I fell. I watched youtube videos and looked at photos and thats how I taught myself. 3 years later , I have over 500 moves I can successfully do. Im very advanced and Im the best on the pole at work and I get big cash tips on most nights. I know more moves than most people do who have been doing it for longer , I now do competions and Im hoping to teach it in my spare time. When I went back to the studio , everyone was suprised to how far I had come. Im also in anoerixa recovery so Im now hoping to go proffesional level , I have an long way to go before I can do extreme moves like they do internationaly but im hoping to do very high level competions one day when Im at that level. Like olympic level. One of my dreams is to get hired by an famous usa agency and travel the world with them and other women preforming in shows and strip clubs with them , I know its an genuine thing but I have an long way to go before I can get hired by them.