I admire the girls at work who spend hours and so much money to look prefect

I love that. I cant believe Im explaining my last post , I dont care what people think of me I just wanted to explain what I actually meant , It shows dedication and if I wasnt an stripper I would pay them , ive always admired those sort of girls since I was around 11 as Ive always supported strippers and sex workers and glamour models , my mum taught me to be open minded , I love the girls who put in so much effort and commitment , and the ones who work out or are good on the pole , its really beautiful because theres so much work gone into it guys dont see or realise. I wish them so much success. It hurts me when guys are scared or put off by their beauty , not just because im one of those girls but because they desereve so much , it makes me so depressed and annoyed when girls who dont bother putting in any effort get the most money , I wished guys would appericate how much work those girls actually do , its so hard to look attractive all the time , they go without so much and go through an lot , we may seem scary but those girls are the ones who most likely have so much to offer as they spend all that time on themseleves they are so much likely to make you have the time of your life.