The Pay Off….

What’s the pay off for having so many things go wrong. You endure traumas to learn eventually what not to do and not repeat mistakes. Some paint this picture that you’re arriving at a finish line of your troubles with a crowd cheering for you it like hitting a goal at some game. If you’ve any idea of what I’m talking about, I think you might have noticed that once you’re truly done with something you’ve been so stuck in for long, it probably doesn’t feel that way at all. More like yea, it’s done. It’s kinda like a fade out effect and then your focus shifts more to what else you’re dealing with, or on to something else entirely. Or this is just a personal thing I won’t assume but it makes sense with how that might unfold. You’re still dealing with so much but at least of that thing, person, situation isn’t there anymore and then you notice that space is free. I guess that’s the pay off, free space…