I’m beyond lucky I don’t pay any bills or rent

I know I will probably get an lot of hate for this , but by the way If you have seen any of my other posts you will realise I do work for myself , By the way I do pay for my own food and transport and I pay for all my wash powder and toiletries and I pay for my internet which my dad uses and my phone bill and my holidays and clothes and I will pay for my car when I get one but apart from that I don’t pay for anything else , I’m the top earner in my family but my dad doesn’t want my money , by the way I have offered to help out but he said only expects me to buy what I’ve listed , my dad hasn’t worked since I was about 2 , and I’m not lazy either as I have two business as well as my stripper job , it’s just that my dad wants me to keep all my money as he doesn’t want to rely on me so I’m extremely greatful and I’m not in an huge rush to move out as he knows I’m trying to fund my education without any financial help. I do help my dad out in other ways he wants me to , I pay for him when we go to cafes , I also buy him stuff every time I see something he might like and I always pay for petrol if he drives me somewhere , but I’m very very lucky as I’m not in debt or struggling finically , and all the money I get I save for my education and my own car so i can drive to work after I’ve paid for all my items I need , I don’t expect anything at all off my dad , I have said to Him many of times I will move out if he wants me to as I don’t mind as I can afford an place easily but he wants me to stay with him , he said that straight out , he told me to save all my money for college. I do wish to move out but I know just talking about it really hurts my dad and upsets him , he gets really mad and he thinks I’m being Ungreatful as I get an lot at home , he said I was and he won’t accept it until I go to college. By the way I write about stuff like this so when I’m feeling depressed or I get moments we’re I hate my life , I can look back on this and feel greatful for everything I do have and I will stop feeling so depressed.