I love talking to others as much as I dislike people in general. [I Have Random Thoughts Of Randomness]
It's like a minute thing. For a minute I like everyone but later unless you put effort into me, I start disliking you or not giving a damn.
I'm crazy? Could be. But this is the simplest way of cutting out garbage from your life.
My nightmare would be on my deathbed surrounded by a lot of people who doesn't really care about me at all.
That's why I take exteme measures in letting people into my life.
On the other side..I've been there. Been the life of the party too. All I experienced was long term dissatisfaction and unhappiness..ie, as long as you pay and keep the party going, everyone likes you. Disgusting.