Is it wrong? [I Have A Random Thought]

I woke up this morning & wanted 2 cry. I'm not sure why I felt this way, maybe it's becuz I bottle my emotions up so much. I held back the tears tho, becuz being a man, I was taught that I shouldn't feel this way. I'm still trying my best 2 hold back my tears tho... Idk wuts wrong. I don't even feel right expressing this, but I love this platform becuz there's no judgment here.✊🏿