I Have Random Thoughts

I don't expect this to be read, as I'm just getting my thoughts in order. But by all means please comment, because I could really do with some outside perspective.

Well, the time of questioning what the point is of visiting this site has come around again, and I found both this place and, more importantly, myself wanting. I check this site compulsively, and have found myself becoming somewhat callous towards people in my time here. I've made a couple of friends, which is what my goal has been here, but it seems like the negatives outweigh that somewhat less powerful positive.

But in saying all of that, it feels like I finally fit in somewhere, even if it is in only the vaguest sense.

I don't know what the hell to do..... :/