I Have Random Thoughts

I need someone to talk to, but I wouldn't even know where to begin. Usually when I tell someone what's going on, they dismiss every word of it, or they immediately try to convince me that they have it much worse. This has made me very closed-off. I really need someone in my life to talk to, but I have no one, and the thought of opening up once again is dreadful. I'm tired of life. I used to have a few things that I was holding onto, but those things seem to be slipping away. Given the results of my efforts, giving up really does seem like the best solution. It's a shame that it feels that way.