I Have Random Thoughts

I never blame my parents for giving birth to me, I am the outcome of their eternal love to each other right? But I do think about the meaningfulness of my own life. Why I am here on earth, does it matter if I were not here. Is my life any different that any typical life: "I was born, I went to school, I got a job, I got married, got kids, raise kids, kids grown up, I grew old, I died, I was buried." The bottom line is, How can I have a meaningful life, that I will be proud to live. So, add meaning to your life. Do something that you will do no matter what (even if you don't have job or family). At least you can say, you did something you always wanted and you have no regret that you lived a lame boring life.

I think many people can relate to your frustration. I also think that all of us are on a quest for happiness that isn't temporary. So we're not as alone and lost as we might feel we are.

no i just feel mad about having my parents as parents

I was a mistake anyway lmao. But I'm still grateful..

Should have aborted us