I Have Random Thoughts

Despite my vow to not date anyone (right now), my mind keeps wandering back to

[i]I want somebody to love,[/i] and [i]I want to cuddle with them, shower them with adoration, cook for them and form a partnership.[/i]

I guess it's going to take some time to retrain my goofed up brain... that love isn't for me, at least not yet.

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Zaxel · 26-30, M

its natural to want all of that. youre denying your humanity by repressing that. but its understandable if youre not in a good position and need to handle things before youre there.

JupiterDreams · 31-35

@Zaxel I'm just tired of not being good enough, most guys have never been interested in me, so I feel it's best to close the door atm

Zaxel · 26-30, M

@JupiterDreams way i see it...doesnt hurt to stay open to the possibilities

JupiterDreams · 31-35

@Zaxel Maybe someday