I Have Random Thoughts

I hope everyone is staying healthy and safe. What are you doing while where your at is in shelter at home status? Have you made up any new games? Spam me with what you have been doing during this time. Please remember to keep it pg.

As for myself I’ve been working as I work for an essential business.

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BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

I have japanese lessons tomorrow morning and College starts on the 30th.

I'm excited https://www.collegesimply.com/colleges/oregon/portland-community-college/students/

I've posted a few times on this site about the idea of going back and how even though there's somebody in my life she's quiet far away and Is very much so polyamorous so I have permission to play the field We both know (me and her) that she wouldn't let anything stop her

I've been reading a lot about what happens when there's a Gender Imbalance on campus that's particularly cruel and how It turns into a situation where it's more difficult for women to Insist on monogamy...

Basically am not in college to date but I've definitely got my eyes open for a secondary partner... somebody more immediately available.

but it'll have to wait, so I'm just watching anime and movies.

Jessa29 · 36-40, FMod

@BetweenKittensandRiots I’m glad your excited for college to start. Honestly I can’t agree with your playing the field.

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Jessa29 considering how I am there every time Alyssa has her dalliances nothing about how close the two of us are has even slowed her down... I have to ask how it's fair?

Jessa29 · 36-40, FMod

@BetweenKittensandRiots I’m sorry honestly have you thought about moving on completely?

BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

@Jessa29 Why? Because society believes the ideal relationship is monogamous?

I don't. Honestly if there's one thing that disgust me about this civilization the most at this point is it's it's pretense that unless a relationship is on the relationship escalator and heading towards marriage and family that it's "less serious." Than other relationships?

How likely am I going to find somebody else either that is adamant about not really wanting kids and doesn't see my Childfree by choice decision as if it was comittmentphobia when the reality is that my fantasy has no room at all for children?

I want cohabitation but a family? Fuck that...everything is too pleasant. It means having to raise them- a huge responsibility I don't want.

and besides I killed my parents sex lives... after I was born it was effectively over.

I couldn't care less what society thinks either....

I don't even TALK to my dumbass friends who decided to have kids anymore because their whole lives now revolve around them.