I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

i do not think i am cut out for this. i think i am not smart enough to stay in this school but i will be waiting until finals to see if my grades are in line with my thinking.

i don't mind not passing but i am afraid of disappointing my parents, ya know? like they spent so much: they rented a place just so i could be close to school, the tuition fee and the books are so expensive. i study and do what i can but it doesn't feel like it's enough, plus i am so very exhausted. i am not happy and i want to die

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Livingwell · 61-69, M

You are a very intelligent lady. And very thoughtful to think of your parents sacrifices. But their dream is to see you succeed. My first term at college was a disaster. I was an older student and flunked two classes. But I resisted feeling sorry for myself, sought lots of tutoring, and later succeeded with my engineering degree.

College is by design supposed to be hard. Only the best succeed. I feel you have what it takes to succeed. Take a deep breath, buckle down, and hit it as hard as you can. You can do it!!! 🤗