I Have Random Thoughts

It’s a rare night my thoughts aren’t totally corrupt lol . My mind is exhausted yet I keep pushing . Pleasantly I stumbled upon good vibes and conversation.. with that a question was posted. What would you want more of ? Of course I thought of replying my usual filth lol .. but I want more time tbh .. working like a fool thinking more is more .. hah .. more money means the easier things will be .. but truthfully I just want more time being a dad . I want more time playing on the dirt, teaching, learning cause a kid will teach you as much as you teach her . Now my eyes are watering up thinking of the sacrifices a child endears not knowing.. I pray our children never know the heart ache of being adult ..
sleep well my baby .. I’ll see you soon .

Real thoughts fucking suck !