I Have Random Thoughts

9 years ago today, I almost lost everything. 3 beautiful daughters,2 best friends and a family that i would do anything for. I'm a fighter and i always have been. On November 14, 2009 the fourth miracle of my life happened. I had to fight one of the biggest battles of my life. Every person that is in my life is even more precious to me now because i know how fast it can all fall apart. Fighting has brought me so many things. Good and bad. It brought me freedom from a terrible relationship with a verbally, mentally and physically abusive man. A best friend who is just like a sister to me. @MellyMel22 puts up with so much whining from me, but is one person that i know totally understands what I go through. I am here with my baby girls. This year i watched my oldest daughter graduate because i fought to be here for the ones i love. She went above and beyond what any 9 year old would have. She was right beside me. She was so scared. But she didn't leave. That means I'm still here to love and protect them. They will always be my reason to fight. I'm here and able to love them through all the bad things that we have been through together. But the most important thing is we are together. And I've met others who have made things better and some who made things worse. I may not be sure of much. I am sure that I'm always going to be a fighter. And I'm always gonna be sure that I'm one of the luckiest people i know. I'm with my babies, i have amazing friends. And a second chance at being a better person.