I Have Random Thoughts

The boy unknowingly pauses brushing his teeth, thinking about the moment he saw the girl, the scenes keep replaying again and again but more like in magical way. Then he realizes he is brushing his teeth more than 15minutes now and should go to shower.. In the shower he tries to concentrate hard to finish it in time. But in the middle he is thinking what will happen when he meets that girl again, what he will talk about. Thinking about this he notices that the shampoo is not working today what happened, oh shit, he was so lost in the thought of the miracle girl he used conditioner instead of shampoo.. He just finishes the shower and comes out, talking to himself okay I need to stop thinking about her.. then she dresses up and goes for work.. He almost misses his stop but remembers at the last second and asks the bus driver to let him get off. Then he walks in the office with smile on his face. Everyone looking at him with a bit surprised.. because he is wearing smile giving off the aura. At his desk he starts working.. tries to be professional and then she pops in mind again.. he tries to shrug off the thoughts and tries to listen to a hip-hop song so that it will take his mind off.. but his favorite song doesn't feels good today.. what happened? Suddenly a tune starts up from distance... but not from outside world, it is coming from his mind.. hmm what is the tune from? Ed Sheeran... no... what is name of the band.. Fireflies... no no.. thats the song... mmm oh yes Owl City... what is the song... he googles Owl City.. and oh yes there is the song.. Vanilla Twilight... he plays this song... and it feels like there is not stress.. no worries.. everything feels so romantic and loving.. His heart is like overflowing with feeling of goodness... This continues till evening and he realizes he haven't worked more than 1hour today.. but who cares.. His heart is so full of joy today.. he is going to meet that girl and can't wait to talk to her.. He knows time just stops when he is with her.. He wants to do it again.. and again... for all the eternity if it lasts..!!

I usually have load of doubts. Like, did I went too far? I hope I didn't offend her. etc. I'm very nervous.

*walks around like a zombie with hands outstretched moaning* "boobs! BOOBS!!!" Lol

I think the process is about the same as for girls: they think about her all day, their heart makes a little jump when they see their name and they look forward to talking to them (again), although they may be too afraid to open a conversation. The difference is that those feelings come and go more quickly for men than for women I think.

well nothing is in mind left only in heart , feelings and emotions

He's wondering how bad it's going to hurt when he hits the bottom

insanity and retardation

"I can see myself marrying you someday"