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I Have Random Thoughts

I remember joining EP so many years ago now.. I was awkward, socially desperate for a friend. Depressed and lonely.. it felt like I was broken for some reason but I didn’t know why. But I joined EP at first afraid. I didn’t ask or say anything just watched.. and then cautiously asked something.. and then another and another.. people answered! It felt like I had the key to my problems. And in a way I did.. I got something I never had gotten before.. perspective. Being an only child with over bearing parents and an extreme liking for nerdy things didn’t give much room for new thoughts and ideas. I started making aquaintences, then friends.. then best friends. Some I would Skype and call frequently. I still call 2 of them to this day and keep in touch with a few others. This was the wildest thing ever to me. Despite being far away, I actually had friends. And one person especially changed my life. She helped me and hurt me in so many ways.. but she helped me mature and made me who I am. I guess the reason I’m writing this is that I hope that EP or SW had a beneficial effect on you. I read so many stories of drama and Pervs and what not.. it really makes me wonder if I was one of the lucky few who managed to get the support they needed to turn things around. All the best
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rckt148 · 61-69, M
Ep was my saving grace ,I was going to commit suicide if no one responded to my post ,I was sure no one cared ,I am glad now I was wrong .
I met a little lady who not only quickly became my friend ,she listened and soon she was honest with me and her honesty changed my life forever .
She said "Rick its obvious at one time you loved God ,but now you have grown cold
You know what God said about being Luke Warm "
At first she shamed me ,and I even got mad ,how dare she judge me
a guy ready to play God and kill myself .
She was right and I made up my mind to never have anyone call me luke warn again
especially God ,
That night I really offered my all to God ,that night I was born again
I have been playing church for years
That night I became a born again son of God ,I will never be luke warn again

Thank you Father for EP and all the wonderful people who have shown me love and supported me ,helped make me who I am ,bared with me until I learned better ways to let them see you in me .

I am glad you found it too NoYou
Thats why I am online today ,,always looking for a chance to give back
And sharing time with all those who have been so kind to me