I Have Random Thoughts Of Randomness
I am struggling with the feeling of being lost.
Struggling to find my place, but I see no light in the sight.
I am a lost soul. I found it out when I stopped lying to myself.
Is there any hope for me? Can I feel happiness? Is it possible? Probably, not in this world. Maybe in my dreams.
Maybe the solution is to go into the dreamland. Maybe, I can get another chance there. A new beginning. A fresh white page.
Then I can use the experiences I gain at the expense of endless sufferings to build happiness.
Where is the door? Is there any exit from this winter land? I miss the sun.
Struggling to find my place, but I see no light in the sight.
I am a lost soul. I found it out when I stopped lying to myself.
Is there any hope for me? Can I feel happiness? Is it possible? Probably, not in this world. Maybe in my dreams.
Maybe the solution is to go into the dreamland. Maybe, I can get another chance there. A new beginning. A fresh white page.
Then I can use the experiences I gain at the expense of endless sufferings to build happiness.
Where is the door? Is there any exit from this winter land? I miss the sun.
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