I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Yes what happened to me today does make me feel down, but still been making an effort to enjoy the rest of my day. I really have a lot to be thankful for. Guess I don’t see it the same like I did when he broke my heart back when we were teenagers. So I’m bummed but not going into a deep depression over it like I used to as a teenager. Does help to talk about it. Not something I want to go talking about around my neighborhood so having people that choose to read my stuff & be encouraging does help. I know I will be ok & make it. I just know I put my feelings out there. Even made a post (only he could see) last night on Facebook that said, “If you’re reading this just know you’re on my mind.” Definitely got no response from it. Ofcourse after seeing the new girlfriend I just learned about today I took that post down quickly. I did however put my feelings out there. If someone puts their vulnerability out there to you then know that they mean what they say. Oh but rant over. I just appreciate being able to write about this & other subjects on my mind here on this website.