I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

To think of the value of all of the things to an existential level puts my self values in perspective. The things we experience here on earth seem almost like a purifying process. In a way to say that all of the pain and suffering as well as the things that elate us change one to be a better being. I can't say for sure but it's how it feels at times. So I'm in my head trying to just figure my purpose of here all this must have some meaning I will find a purpose one way or another. 😛😝😞I'm listening to "Malmo" by The Album Leaf on Pandora.
https://www.pandora.com/album-leaf/seal-beach-ep/malmo/TRmlq46mvjrb6zV?shareImp=true&isGooglePlay=1&sp=1&isBrowse=true