I Have Random Thoughts
This is the first time I wrote about these thoughts going on my head and I never thought I would have em, but i guess it is so I can understand people who have these thoughts but idk yet. And I mostly write today for me to get rid of this.
I wish I could run, I wish these nightmare thoughts didn't exist. I wish I could run away so fast and so far away from them. Yet I'm stuck here with it circling me in my head. I can't run anywhere all I can do is stand firm and get ready to fight back. I just won't let it come back. I stand firm for my family, friends, loved one, and myself. I may get a little sad and just think but I'm not going anywhere just yet. But these thoughts just dont let me sleep, they don't let me nap which I want haha, but I know that I can finally sleep well without worrying and get the best rest I have had in a while. I remember what I said and I'm not giving up on it just yet. I will reach it and make it all happen. These thoughts no longer will try and make me run, but its their turn to start running now.
I wish I could run, I wish these nightmare thoughts didn't exist. I wish I could run away so fast and so far away from them. Yet I'm stuck here with it circling me in my head. I can't run anywhere all I can do is stand firm and get ready to fight back. I just won't let it come back. I stand firm for my family, friends, loved one, and myself. I may get a little sad and just think but I'm not going anywhere just yet. But these thoughts just dont let me sleep, they don't let me nap which I want haha, but I know that I can finally sleep well without worrying and get the best rest I have had in a while. I remember what I said and I'm not giving up on it just yet. I will reach it and make it all happen. These thoughts no longer will try and make me run, but its their turn to start running now.
26-30, M
