I Have Random Thoughts

Omg why do I have to push my stuff on the back burner again....tired of putting myself last all I want is this little $300 bag and these $250 boots and some jacket to match them and some European vacations...no diamonds, just basics...Instead I have rent food bills this damn Christmas tree and these decorations and these gifts I hate Christmas and these never ending loans...😞 Such a loser

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Paliglass · 41-45, F

I love Christmas. I feel good when I pay bills. My clothes have holes in and I don't care.

Strange how people feel so differently about things.

Sometimes I wonder how I'd be if I could easily pay bills, buy clothes. Would I still love Christmas? Would I take joy in managing to pay bills and have food? Would I feel great accomplishment on managing to go on holiday? Or would I buy loads of stuff. In my mind if I won the lottery I'd put alot into charities but would I or would I get sucked into buying loads of stuff? I rarely play the lottery so I'll never know haha

Anyway wishing you a merry Christmas and may you get something you're wishing for 🌈