I Have Random Thoughts

I sometimes try to understand what's the meaning of this crazy game..

You are no where near, I can never see you in future,we broke up longtime ago,still every morning ..I miss you,your smile,your laughter..

Imagination reigns in mind.
Love rules the heart.

But we no longer talk.We would never come to see eachother again,we have slammed the doors right on each other's face..

I miss our arguments,I miss our fights,our clashes,our mindgames,our hateful conversations..I miss our love..

But till the time it lasted, I could take all these gracefully,with a smile on my lips...


But ..


I just can't take your silence even after a year..

Why..

Now I am afraid if my feelings for you is becoming a torture that I am trying to get rid off.
I don't want to love you,yet you emerge from the corner of my heart whenever I am reminded of your existence.

I hate to love you.


There is a silent war between my heart and mind revolving around you.

Yes I hate to love you.

I wish I could meet someone powerful enough to distract myself from you.

I wish I could meet someone who could create magic with words and let you just disappear from my life..